Sunday, July 19, 2009 Y 11:19:00 PM
oh my the pics are small!
haha, anyway weekend was kinda spent
studying with pok(:
our telepathy's cool huh,
xiexz for the food.
enjoyed the studying
and random short convos in between.
anyway, we had a webcam study session
after i had a power napxz!
so cool, it finally came into realisation..
i remember having thoughts about it for quite some time actually.
here's some pictures!
thanks for cropping ah pok, haha.
open eyes big big pose
which pok looking uber cute in the specs!
gazing at each other pose.
smiling sweetly to each other pose.
sending "duck like" kisses to each other.
looking at each other pose
kiddos side yesterday(:
taken by jana.
awww, she's so adorable right(:
and so is her brother, lucas(:
his favourite phrase thus far.
something like..
"lucas wants to see(photos, that is)!"
me: lucas, what's your favourite colour?
him: blue!
me: i went something like..ohhh, blue? light blue, or dark blue?
him: blue.
so..cute right(:
my first time with him in class! (:
he's so cute, when i ask him questions,
he doesn't respond but when my questions
are not directed at him, he responds!
isaiah(:
anyhow,
was glad to see gabriel back with us again!
he grew taller again manxz cool(:
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thank You for teaching and for helping me see certain things in different light.
sorry for not putting my best at times,
or maybe..most of the time
forgetting this and that
when it shouldn't have even happened.
it totally didn't feel good at all
which calls for change.
and truly,
even when you knew what you'll experience,
experiences which would bring about sadness, hurt, grief.
you never stopped loving your disciples.
you never stop loving your people
and will never stop loving your people.
so if even you who knew what would happen
continued loving, continue accepting,
help me who doesn't know what would happen,
to continue loving and to continue accepting.
to let go of the embitterment.
to be reminded of what it's like to be in Your shoe,
and then realise it's nothing in comparison to that.
the gap, cannot be a gap forever.
it needs to close..even if it's done slowly.
in the process.
you've been on my mind these few weeks.
i miss you much,
i truly do.
it was different with you around,
different in numerous ways.
ways which the present cannot really make up for.
but i know that You had your plan
for planning things to be such as these
even when i cannot see,
i want to believe.
with the bulk that has been unspoken, unsaid.
i'll hold on to you,
cause you make sense of the madness,
and you make darkness clear(:
i know you will,
someday, whenever.
(:
