Tuesday, May 26, 2009 Y 10:47:00 AM
it's waiting and then waiting, again.
but the most heartwarming part of it,
is to wait with the mindset that you're waiting for nothing.
yet, some part of you tells you that perhaps there's something and not nothing.
but you need to wait as if nothing, and not something, will come out of it.
so that you can give as best an effort you can.
then sometimes you question the point of even wanting to wait in the first place,
but you're aware that if something truly comes out of that waiting.
then some part of you will think it's a little pointless.
like might as well just go through the whole thing, again.
without all these hassle.
despite the fact that the hassle might be fruitful anyway.
what right have i to think it that way, anyway?
just need to do the necessary and get the necessary help for now.
then keep reminding myself i'm waiting for nothing.
even though if the waiting might result in something - bonus(can't see that right now though)
