Sunday, October 05, 2008 Y 10:12:00 PM
Know what, i figured i'm more of a pessimist than an optimist.Not that it's a recent discovery lah.In any case, lana told me a story about a guy who had 2.5 points for prelims and 70 points for A levels.Whoa, really really encouraging and no, not being sarcastic :DAnd hey, it's a true story.So that was sorta comforting.Back to my point on me being a pessimist.Okay lah, not hardcore kind but well just tends to be morefitting with the term pessimist than optimist.One of the reasons is that more often than not,i tend to think the worst. Be it studies, relationships or what not.Even going about my daily life, like doing simple chores."What if..." is one of the more common phrases whichrun through my brain and it happens really quite often.Man, you should learn to really be more optimist sometimes.I mean the question i always pondered myself over with is the fact that it's not as if i've been through some horrible major crisisor as a matter of fact many many of it so much so as it leave me in a statewhere questioning the possibility of a positive outcome of things seems natural.Like, the kind where you've been really disillusioned, maybe.Well, it's prolly insecurity on my part as well-ell.Haha eh, i think this discussion, okay not really a discussion,uh what self debate maybe, is not really going anywhere for the current moment.Haha i suddenly thought to myself,if my brain consisted of 239293923204034 brain cellsand let's just assume there's some which are idlers,and if given a chance to do so,i'll kill many many of those which are almost hardcore thinking cells,then hey that'd settle for a charmaine who'd think less! :DAnd no, i don't mean the intellectual kind of thinking in this case.Just well, about this thing called Life.(:
