Thursday, December 13, 2007 Y 10:25:00 AM
ahi've been having weird and what i'd call,random dreams for the past few days.oh, and my stomach's been a little crazy.well anyway, i'm done with christmas cards,like finally.(: and so, i'm left with 9 essays!okay sounds like a lot still,but but but,i managed to reduce it till BELOW 10.haha!come on charmaine, you can do it :Dseok's coming over soon again and we're essay-ing again.man, actually, i feel like there's so many things going on,plus, with just a few weeks left before school officially opens.which also means...the year is ending.actually come to think of it,this month(although it's just the beginning) and the past month,has somewhat been...full of new happenings.well, somehow the book/s i come across, the countries i went to,the people i've come across with, caused me to think to a certain extent.of course it has to come with actions,and that's where the challenge comes in.yeah, the mindset.it plays a pretty crucial role actually.like, much to change.i'm sure i'd be able to do it, slowly, with His help.(((:on a side note, i miss miss miss drifter muchmuch.can't seem to find the time to talk like really talk,miss those times where we'd talk and share like crazy :(we've really got to catch up some time,and i know you're not reading this, but yes!catch up soooooooooon.you're missed by me!and from now on,i'm no longer gonna make you the centre of my thoughts,as hard as it would be,i'd try and i know he'd see me through,even if it's gonna be a hard time,cause' i know He holds my future in His hands, so to keep focusing on you would be futility.
