Wednesday, August 29, 2007 Y 11:04:00 PM
found out that small monkey actually committed suicide
because of depression
and passed away.
take away the times when i got annoyed by the way he spoke and the way he acted,
i managed to see that nice side of him, somehow.
despite the fact that i never talked to him or whatsoever.
it's sad and super shocking at the same time.
the last time i saw him, prolly.
well, so you told me you hate me two days in a row in fact.guess it never really occurred to you how much i hate the word hate.when you use it on people, that is.and i don't know what i did to make you hate me. you know how strong the word hate itself is?i would really like to know what i did so much so that it's enough to make you hate me.tell me will you, don't just say it without giving any explanation.cos it makes me feel kinda terrible and sad and irritated at the same time.i pray all will be fine soon between us and i still love you, dear.
