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Saturday, October 07, 2006 Y 1:21:00 AM


so it was an emotional day today.

turning a deaf ear is such an easy thing to do but that wouldn't be right and so i listened
and in the midst of listening those tears just rolled down and a harsh tone was used in return for what was said.
well in the end i realised that the failure to communicate certain things to her was part of the reason why she actually said what she said and so, it was my fault actually.
it feels like as if you're running it alone but deep down it was His assurance that brought comfort.
the thought of him leaving for a few days and never coming back just kept running through my mind and
this feeling of emptiness seemed to have overwhelmed me for a moment when i just looked around the house.
i think i've never really felt this way towards him before. it's weird but maybe He's trying to tell me something.
well i seriously don't know the outcome of his trip there but all i can do is to trust that He knows what's best.
yet i hesitated for awhile just to send that message but i did so because sister's words came into mind.
what she said to me that day made me think. it made me think of how selfish and how ignorant i can be at times
especially to how he feels and i fail to realise the need to spend time with him since he's back.
but i know it wouldn't be such an easy thing to do but i just want to start making that effort, even if it means
just a few more words said. it might just make a difference, maybe make him feel more wanted and loved.
then it was about those times again but as i look back i realise He answered my prayers, He really did.
okay, not the first time but i just think it's just so cool because it certainly did teach me at least a bit of what it means to wait for Him to answer me. so thank You :)
well and then i realise that negative feeling i had against someone just sorta went away.
okay, so much for now and i miss blogging, hah.



Lord Jesus, help me to change to be more like You.
Fill my heart with more of Your love, i pray.
For you said that the greatest thing to do is to love one another, just as You have loved me.
In Jesus' name i pray, Amen.












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