Sunday, June 18, 2006 Y 10:19:00 PM
oh my gosh.
God is AWESOME! =D
it wasn't so much of being able to make it, but the process of reaching that decision.
i strongly believed that it was His will because i really asked Him from my heart.
He could have just clouded my mind but He didn't and i'm sure He had a purpose for doing that.
i mean i would willingly remain if He didn't want me to go.
gahhh learnt quite a bit from this, though it may not seem that big.
He's like super real!
during time with Him, the bible just seemed so real when i was reading.
anyway, youth was really good today.
had a workshop by angel. it made me think quite a bit.
oh man she's like so gentle and funny too.
she reminds me of cheryl though.
it's oh so true that He's the only one who can fill that deep longing in our hearts.
when the world out there is in need of this Love.
real and unfailing love.
oh man and i love the song!
it's like nice! =D
really meaningful.
hah by the way i think a lot of songs are meaningful to me =P
mmmm oh no i think i'm kinda high now.
anyway, i need to learn to have self-control, of course with His help.
sometimes it's better to obey willingly instead of reluctantly.
it's hard for me at times, especially when my intention was to study, not play.
that is for today in any case.
but i realise there's no point pulling a long face because it won't improve the situation.
it really won't.
it would either make it worse, or it'll stay the same.
but really much self-control's involved.
alright, off to do social studies plus complete kribbies work.
oh yes i'm gonna post More than Life sometime!
it came into my mind just now and it's like the first time.
awesome.
thank You for everything Jesus!
HEART YOU <3
