Saturday, February 25, 2006 Y 8:42:00 AM
woke up this morning and the first thing that came to my mind was.the Os.why?i dont know.then realised february's coming to an end real soon.which means march, followed by april is coming soon.then will be the myes during may!it's like time really flies lah.then in no time it'll be the prelims and the final Os.well, that did caused me to panic.heh, i dont know why either.also, knowing i didnt do that well for the eoy in sec 3, therefore i dont know my sec 3 work that well.this calls for more revision man.hmmm and though im not the kind who is overly worried abt studies or whatever, i suddenly thought."Will i be able to make it through?"for that moment lah.then He came into the picture.i remember Him speaking to my heart, saying smth like "Child, would you trust Me and let me walk this through with you?" i stoned for a moment lah.grateful-Father, im sorry for;
The times when i failed and didn't make you the centre of my life.
The times when i chose to live by my own strength and not by yours.
The times when i gave in to worldly temptations and didn't glorify you with my words and deeds.
The times when i decided to trust more in myself than in you.
The times when i took matters into my own hands and not seek you instead.
The times when i took You for granted and failed to thank you even for the little little things you do.
The times when i allowed pride to set in, failing to acknowledge that it's you who enables me to do all things.
The times when i allowed the past to control me and failed to see that you're in control of my life.
i know amidst all, i have your forgiveness.
for that, i just wanna thank You from my heart.
Will you use me for your glory so that others might come to know you?
Let me be that fire which burns brightly to shine your glory will you?
don't let my love grow cold;
